I thoroughly enjoy this photograph.I feel like a huge loser when it comes to where we've gone after we seperated.
I feel like I'm not having as much fun as you are (which isn't true) because you're involved in parties, drugs, alcohol, etc.
Maybe I'm just jealous, but deep down, I know I'm not.
I'd rather take hikes, go down to the beach, go to a big park with a grassy field I can play football in, go to an amusement park, take a walk, go to the city, go to an arcade, go to the movies, create vlogs to show the world, plan surprise parties, cuddle, have intimate & deep conversations about life & go shopping with my friends/boyfriend.
Because that sounds fun to me.
Today is truly the second day (I've been trying) that I've felt empowered and independent.
I don't need to rely on you.
I don't need to miss you.
I don't need to text you over and over again telling you how I feel because I realize that you have better things to do.
& Now so do I.
I feel good, happy and relaxed.
You aren't a burden, you're just a lesson that I needed to learn.
I'm moving on.
Thanks, Guys.
You've helped me over hills that seemed endless.

Alex, you are the deepest person I know. This blog post is just CRAZY deep. You my friend make me appreciate life more. I thank you for that.
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