"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love;
Listens but doesn't believe,
And leaves before she is left."
-Marilyn Monroe
Beautiful quote, for it is so true.
Boys are silly, but somewhat irresistible.
This picture is gorgeous, but I just can't pin down why.
Oh, Love.
You are quite the mystery to me.
I just don't understand you.
One minute, I am upset; the next? Perfectly content.
On the bright side, the contentment has lasted.. I would say a little over a week.
Love, I would appreciate it if you took it a little easy on me and maybe... just, maybe...
Throw me some blossoming blushes and kind, meaningful words?
Listens but doesn't believe,
And leaves before she is left."
-Marilyn Monroe
Beautiful quote, for it is so true.
Boys are silly, but somewhat irresistible.
This picture is gorgeous, but I just can't pin down why.
Oh, Love.
You are quite the mystery to me.
I just don't understand you.
One minute, I am upset; the next? Perfectly content.
On the bright side, the contentment has lasted.. I would say a little over a week.
Love, I would appreciate it if you took it a little easy on me and maybe... just, maybe...
Throw me some blossoming blushes and kind, meaningful words?
Perhaps it'll last?
I would be ever so thankful, I promise!
Anyways;
I would be ever so thankful, I promise!
Anyways;
Today was wondrous and smile-filled.
I wish everyday was wondrous and smile-filled, don't you?
No bad days? Yeah?
YEH. Very nice.
I'm going to my fathers house tomorrow morning.
I haven't seen him in... I would say... 3 or 4 months.
Is that bad? I'm kind of nervous.
Me and my dad are very similar; extraverted to say the least.
He hates to be alone, I hate to be alone... He hates blows to his ego, I hate blows to my ego...
The only difference is that I have an outer perspective of the world and reasoning and both of my parents have very tunnel-vision views.
Like I said previously; what they don't understand is automatically constituted as negative.
I look like my mom (practically twins if you compare her youth pictures to mine) & have the personality of my daddio.
Interesting.
The good part of seeing my dad is being able to hang out with some of my old friends.
I haven't seen any of them in 2 years, so that'll be cool.
I wish everyday was wondrous and smile-filled, don't you?
No bad days? Yeah?
YEH. Very nice.
I'm going to my fathers house tomorrow morning.
I haven't seen him in... I would say... 3 or 4 months.
Is that bad? I'm kind of nervous.
Me and my dad are very similar; extraverted to say the least.
He hates to be alone, I hate to be alone... He hates blows to his ego, I hate blows to my ego...
The only difference is that I have an outer perspective of the world and reasoning and both of my parents have very tunnel-vision views.
Like I said previously; what they don't understand is automatically constituted as negative.
I look like my mom (practically twins if you compare her youth pictures to mine) & have the personality of my daddio.
Interesting.
The good part of seeing my dad is being able to hang out with some of my old friends.
I haven't seen any of them in 2 years, so that'll be cool.
I hope that someday I'll be completely happy with myself.
With the way my life has turned out.
But for now, it is only a dream.
Hmm.
Wouldn't it be great if we could just go to school and instantly the person that makes the best match for you comes up and says, "Hello, we're soul-mates."?
It would be so interesting to just see who goes to who.
Quite curious, really. What if one of those really pretty, popular girls got some completely lonely kid? Like one nobody ever really looked over?
That would be something to see.
Has anybody else ever (when they get really, extremely bored in the middle of class) imagined what would happen if that classroom became locked down and you couldn't get in or out for however long (talking weeks-months-days, disregarding hygiene and food issues)?
Like who would befriend who and so forth?
I thought I was the only one who thought of that, but I know a couple of others have.
Ha.
I somewhat dislike weekends, come to think of it.
I don't have a very avid, jumping social life, so they're just boring.
The only thing I appreciate about them is sleeping in and post-poning homework for 2-3 days.
Oh, I remember what I was going to say...
Don't you hate that pang you get in your stomach when something heart-wrenching comes to mind?
It just kind of ruins your day.
Then you get to thinking and thinking and the pang just gets worse and worse and pretty soon you're just like, "I hate my life".
Or is that just me?
I hope nobody else feels horrible, but at the same time, I don't like feeling like a loser if I'm the only one.
They should invent anti-pang medicine.
Auf Wiedersehen;
Side pony-tails are cute.
Tschüs!
ReplyDelete"What if one of those really pretty, popular girls got some completely lonely kid? Like one nobody ever really looked over?" <- That's me. I would probably die if that happened, of course.
Hahaha, you never know, now can you?
ReplyDeleteIt's all about the personality in this little world that I have created inside of my own mind.
Except it isn't just in your mind anymore. Otherwise I wouldn't be able to respond to it. Strangely, it feels pretty familiar. Du hast Deutsch?
ReplyDeleteTechnically, it is still my mind and my world, you have simply invaded. While invading, you can steal reach my responsive voice, but I am definately not sharing my mind with you, only letting you visit.
ReplyDeleteFamiliar, huh? And how is that, my dear?
& Nah, I just know Auf Wiedersehen.
So if I'm invading, then I guess that means I have to leave? Don't worry though, I will eventually. Familiar? I don't know. It seems like one of those subconscious types of things. I can't put my finger on it. Another question: Do you enjoy being (relatively) anonymous?
ReplyDeleteNo, it just means you weren't necessarily invited, but that isn't a negative thing, either. And somewhat; pourquoi?
ReplyDeleteIch mag Französisch nicht. Now I assume that you speak it. But that's okay. And how do you suppose I would have gotten invited unless I had rudely interrupted your little exercise in self-talk, hmm?
ReplyDeleteThis is true. Well, you invited yourself. So, ha. There you go. So tired. Bleh. But it's a Friday!
ReplyDeleteIt's okay. If you fall asleep, I'll know because your comments will start to look more lkike thise afnd i wondt be ablea to reads tem enymorez. And yes it most certainly is. What is true?
ReplyDeleteI don't really know what I said that to... Now that I read it over again, it just doesn't make senzorzs. Bah. But who cares about common sense, right?
ReplyDeleteCommon sense, so rare it's a god damn superpower. Although on the internet it doesn't quite matter as much.
ReplyDeleteBack to the actual post:
"I hope nobody else feels horrible, but at the same time, I don't like feeling like a loser if I'm the only one." <- You aren't a loser. Everyone feels horrible one time or another. Start working on the medicine, please.
No kidding.
ReplyDelete& I guess so, it's just frustrating when stuff like that happen and you never hear anybody else really talk about it, so you feel like suck.
I'm definately in the process of creating the perfect cure right now. Better than medicine which only alleviates for a small time period.
Cures abolish entirely.