There's Something About You.

"Ride Wit Me" - Nelly
"Kiss My Sass" - Cobra Starship
"Mother We Just Can't Get Enough" - New Radicals

It's 7:15 on a Friday night and things feel OK.
I'm happy. I feel good.

I'm doing some homework.
Nina decided I was a good tutor so I get 12 bucks an hour 2 days a week.

This goodness isn't all to say I've forgotten, because I definitely haven't.
That bugs me. I don't want to remember.
All it is is a reminder of past happiness that I don't have at the moment.
Awful.

I got my new clothes last weekend and I'm satisfied.
I love getting complements on them; makes me feel like I've done something right.
Not to mention over the past few months I've become increasingly interested in fashion, photography, modeling, and art pieces.
I like the finer things in life; it's just the way I am.
I wouldn't go as far as say "materialistic", but hey, a girl likes to look her best.

I love knowing that I'm not rude (or atleast don't try to be) and try to pass on my smiles.
My biggest goal is to make a small difference in people's lives for the better.
Seeing laughter gives me a huge rush of happiness and joy.
It's cheesy and pretty obvious, but it's true and nothing gives a more amazing feeling.

My room is a fuckin' mess and I need to clean it up.
Clean atmosphere leads to an uncluttered mind.

Hm.
I guess that's all this Alex has to say;
See you next time.

Loves & Fears; Smiles & Tears.